Edward........

"If you are in love with someone, you can't see any flaw in the other person." Why is it that whenever girls or even women of the 21st century hear this quote you automatically can't get their attention or maybe you hear them whispering.... Edward marry me? Well, okay maybe you have never heard those exact words but I on the other hand have. It was last year right when the Twilight movie trailer came out. Kaitlyn and I wanted to cry when we saw it for the first time. This is when it all started. Instead of Kaitlyn and I going out to a party that everyone would for sure be talking about Monday at school, we would go sit on the rocks reading Twilight needing to finish it. Every now and then I would let out a sigh thinking why Edward can't be real. Or Kaitlyn would shout out Edward, you don't need Bella she's totally a fake, take me instead. This was our life until we saw the movie. Let me just say we hypervenalated when we walked into the movie theatre. This also reminds me of when my friends and I were at a concert saying how the lead singer looks like Edward Cullen....the guys behind us just laugh super hard and move away from us. I wonder what was going through their head or the time where I was watching Hannah Montana saying to Lilly not to set her up with any guys unless its Edward. Now that I think about it, I ask myself why do us, girls, fantasize about something that will never ever come into our life. I have come up with the answer; we fantasize about have Edward in our lives because guys these days are totaly pervs or jerks. Where as Edward and Jacob are the perfect guy always being cute to Bella. I think that we satisfy ourselves by reading Twilight Saga so we fantasize about Edward or Jacob becoming our boyfriends that we will keep dreaming about. Now, New Moon, every time this comes on I cant breathe. Edward looking spiffer than ever and Bella looking pretty as can be. Sometimes I wish I can just hop right into the T.V. and jump on top of Edward. This also gets me thinking what has this world come to? Don't ya think the guys are getting annoyed about how much they suck compared to Edward and that we wished they sparkled in the light. Ohhhh...Edwardd...

just my luck!

Okay. Today I have found out I have the worst of luck, no joke. A few days ago, my car started smoking on the way to the barn, and my dad had to come and get my brother and I. Then that same exact day my frickn horse kicked me. Seriously, what is wrong with me life?!?! Now I got stuck at the barn for 3 hours and I had a bunch of hw. ahhhh!!!! So my brother thought it was the battery but nooooo, it was something that a smarty pants had to fix, which was obivisouly not there. So my neighbor had to come and get me. Let me remind you this is on a school night where i have homework, haven't eaten since 11:30 and its 8:30. Aren't you jsut jealous of my life. Ohh and to top it off, my brother and I were wrestling and I fell to the ground and got cuts everywhere. wow, stupid brother. I just want to go somewhere with jsut my friends and cat, and get away from all this bad luck. I mean, I haven't done anything to recieve karma, anything at all. If only there was a moment tomorrow where i can pay it forward to someone to get good karma for whatever I have done!!!!